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Having this condition of being bipolar for a lifetime is definitely a great challenge. In my first years of dealing with it, I experienced many tormenting moments in life. As a young lady I experienced being emotionally and physically abused inside the rehabilitation center, being misunderstood by many people and being left alone in a place of total solitude and nothingness that even sounds of happiness can never be heard...with these trials I thought that death would be better than life. BUT by the grace of GOD whom I found my real life's meaning, everything started to change. Now I realized that this so called illness is not given to me to find life meaningless but to see every single thing on it with with great appreciation and purpose. I came to think that I am special and unique and due to my bipolar kind way of thinking, I see things differently and very few people can do the same. Because my senses are very sensitive, I can see hidden things which are so difficult for other people to understand. I just learned to appreciate and look at my condition on the brighter side of it. I just wonder how if all the people in this planet where all the same, perhaps this would be nothing but a place with great boredom. But before I came to realize these I passed through many difficult problems, I even tried ending my life and I endured great pain and anguish. It's not that easy but with the help of my family, friends and newly concerned doctors, I am now being able to handle it properly. With their genuine love and care I'm able to survive each day without having too depressed or too happy. I now live a better life and it's not impossible. What else does the power of love cannot do if one learns to love himself first and learns to love others as well? I guess, overall it's because of love that I am able to surpass all things with new hope. To love yourself. To love others. And to know that you learned to love because a Savior loved you first.

I am bipolar for life...I chose to have children (2) with my illness. I choose daily to live in community with my family and to honor and raise children within it to the very best of my resources, determination and life span will allow. We reside in remission without any chemical addidtives, except what it found in foods naturally. We are farmers, seed propagators ect. and anyone who purchases food IS voting on the foods in the future that they will have access to.

Marla: The best friend I could have ever asked for! RIP

To all of you that deals with an adult child with bipolar is don't give up I felt it so many times to close the door and hide but mother love is a strong bond keep looking for help and you will find it, it todays world there is help for all just keep looking. Will no money to help most states have help so don't give up, your child needs you even though they say no they do.

, I respect peploe's choice to select to whom they disclose. I do. Everyone does. No one wears a I am bipolar sign around their neck.You are correct, bipolar is a medical condition. For many of us that medical condition greatly affects our everyday lives. There are gradations of everything and there are many severities of illness. Many peploe simply too impacted to not say something about it.This article was about asking for your needs about your illness. This is something that all peploe who are ill face. When you are too ill to do something, you need help. That's all this is about.(I wrote another article about internalizing other's fear and hatred: You could tell no one and ask for nothing if you wanted to, but I wouldn't call that a very useful support network.- Natasha

In memory of my beloved son, Matthew.

I love you so much Dad I cant even imagine what it was like to live with bipolar for so many years. I love u Dad may u rest in peace.

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